Second Home :)


Life is short. Make it more lovely, meaningful, 
with a purpose, full of life, and blissful..

God Gave Me You + YOU


            i wanna sing to someone special who'll accept me sincerely someday.. <3 ^^;


Reality Fills Fantasy

The advantage of having nothing is that everything becomes a gain.

Time is running out and i'm being left behind, it doesn't change, everyday's all the same, just like yesterday.

Never give up on something you really want. it's difficult to wait,BUT MORE DIFFICULT TO REGRET.

Hindi mahalaga kung ano ang katayuan mo sa buhay niya...
Ang mahalaga ay 'yong napapasaya mo siya,
sa paraang ikaw lang ang may kaya...

Give thanks for what you are now and keep fighting for what you want to be tomorrow.

Love can't always be measured by how long you wait. It's about how will you understand why you are WAITING. ✔✔✔

Everything will get worse before it gets better. But when they do, remember who put you down and who helped you up.

When you believe that a difficulty can be overcome, you are more than half way to victory over it already.

“To live content with small means, to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not rich; to study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly; to listen to the stars and birds, to babes and sages, with open heart; to bear all cheerfully, do all bravely, await occasion, hurry never; in a word, to let spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common. "

It's believed that life-long friends can go long periods of time without speaking & never question the friendship. These friends pick up like they just spoke yesterday, regardless of how long it has been or how far away they live, & they don't hold grudges. They understand that life is BUSY & you will ALWAYS love them. 

Do you believe that God’s blessings are falling on you everyday? Do you wake up every morning believing there’s abundance everywhere? If you are desperate for God, you’re open to receive more! Friend, there is no shortage of blessings. There is only a shortage of readiness to receive those blessings.

I am still hopeful someday I will find my male bestfriend, a loyal partner, and a partner-in-Christ. :] I may be hurt so much now because of you, I know someday, someone will come to wipe away the long suppressed tears in my heart. 

Do you remember I warned you before not to hurt my heart and look what you have done. You did not also consider what this part of me has gone through and that it is still coping with the sought-after memories of the past stubbornness. Time flies but the heart will be left with a feeling of longing for something that will never happen.  I love the truth.

I am not beautiful but I am trying to carry a loving heart Jesus yearns towards me.

Question: Why?

What have I done to deserve this punishment?
What I only know is I love you and care for you.
What do you think I should do more?
What is supposed to happen next?
I will be far from you count one and a half months from now.
It will be 7433 miles more far than where I am now, in my own country, where I am just more than a thousand miles away from you.

I have said a lot that might have caused you pain but I tried to be very careful not to offend you or hit the ego yet you still distant yourself so much.

I just wished to talk, to get closer but you backed off, which it is so visible in your actions. Am I trying too hard? Should I back off a little too?

Maybe this is the happiness you meant.
I do not want to think this but it seemed an honest truth for me.
Reality strikes that you never really cared and loved me.
It hurts so much now that I almost burst to folly but still there is hope.

My goals and aspirations in life are boosting factors that will greatly affect my future and my family's.

I would rather see a brighter future and a defined certainty than being trapped with ambiguity.

You may continue to ignore my yearning, you may follow your thoughts of losing a friend in me.

You have the right to detained yourself with what you think is right for you.

I respect everything and I am just now waiting for the right time to wake up one day knowing that the love sustained had vanished.

Someday, if by any chance your eyes landed on this page, I sincerely like to utter an apology from deep within extending a gratitude for a treasured happiness you engrained in my heart.

I can only and will only say my heart belongs to someone special-YOU.
God bless you more and may He take care of everything about you.


Jung Yeop - There Was Nothing

What Made October 16, 2011 Busy

chicken macaroni salad

baby's school project for UN Day - Taegeuk of South Korea
It was indeed a very busy Sunday for me. Rose from the bed quite early for church service and after that, made school projects for my kid. It was fun, exciting and really enjoying because I was like an elementary student again doing my homework. My gained skills and knowledge in drafting when I was in college helped me craft these works of art. Truly, the feeling is blissful especially when you see how your kid giggles when they see the fruits of your half-day labour. Of course, I was paid with hugs and kisses. It was really so lovely moment that I will never forget. I love you baby. <3 Study hard and enjoy everything you do. Let Jesus hold your hands as you do your work in school and may He instill goodness in your mind so you won't feel any negativity in what you're doing. 

Also on this day, I made some present for my mother who has celebrated her 55th birthday. She's the best mother in the world and I can now say how it is to become a mother until I become one. I would like to thank her too for attending to my kid when I am at work and for being patient of her hyper-activeness (kakulitan). I made some chicken macaroni salad with of course a savoring goodness of pineapple chunks, tuna, raisins, cheese, carrots and mayo-cream. Spending quality time with the family is the greatest moment in life. 

Some other best moments in life:
  • To fall in love.
  • To be with God's people and know them deeply.
  • To have a child.
  • To laugh until it hurts your stomach.
  • To find mails by the thousands when you return of the vacations.
  • To manage for a vacation at some pretty place.
  • To listen to your favorite song in the radio.
  • To go to bed and to listen while it rains out.
  • To leave the shower and find that the towel is warm.
  • To clear your last exam.
  • To receive a call from someone, you don't see a lot, but you want to.
  • A good conversation.
  • To find money in a garment that you didn't use last year.
  • To laugh at oneself. Calls at the midnight that last for hours.
  • To laugh without reasons. To hear accidentally that somebody says something good of you.
  • To wake up and realize it is still possible to sleep a couple of hours.
  • To hear a song that makes you remember a special reason.
  • To make new friends.
  • To be part of a team.
  • A kiss from your love one.
  • To feel butterflies in the stomach every time that you see or hear that person.
  • To pass a while with your best friends. To see people that you like, feeling happy.
  • To use a sweater of the person that you like. See an old friend again and to feel that the things didn't change.
  • To look at an evening.
  • To have somebody that tells you that he/she loves

Reason For Being

I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt but can look at you and smile.. the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if I can't brighten my own. I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve.. but I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I'll know better next time and wont settle for anything less than I deserve. I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you learn how to let go. Things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe in lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I truly believe all these.

I am a PROUD mother of a beautiful baby girl, she's my world, she has brought more joy to my life and given me the insight and the ability to see all the little things that love is truly comprised of.. I have learned many things through motherhood that I could never have learned otherwise.. It is the most joyous, rewarding, precious, wonderful, and fulfilling moment I have ever known and I am so thankful to finally know what my "reason for being" is.. To be a mother, and the best mother I can be! ♥ I would like to strive harder to sustain her needs and to become the best supportive person of her dreams. 

Motherhood has helped me become the person I've always aspired to be. More loving, patient, forgiving, emphatic, and finding that the bottom of the well there is always more love-God and family's love.

My family is the best thing in my world. I love them more than I ever thought possible.♥

It's not about money that make us rich, it's about simplicity of having God in our lives.

Under Pressure

courtesy of www.jesus-is-lord-the-way-the-truth-the-life.com
HOW DO WE REACT UNDER PRESSURE?

My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing. (James 1:2-4 KJV) 

We can't really know the depth of our character until we see how we react under pressure. It is easy to be kind to others when everything is going well, but can we still be kind when others are treating us unfairly? God wants to make us mature and complete, not to keep us from all pain. Instead of complaining about our struggles, we should see them as opportunities for growth. Thank God for promising to be with you in rough times. Ask Him to help you solve your problems or to give you the strength to endure them. Then be patient. God will not leave you alone with your problems; He will stay close and help you grow.

Even if I have nothing, Jesus Christ is always with me through all my life.


:'[..it hurts so much now Lord, but I everything I decide, I lay them all to You. Selfish heart inside me is swallowing like a ghost and it keeps on haunting. All my hopes. And all my dreams. God I lay them at Your feet because all I want is You. All I have and all I am, I surrender every part of me. 

My Lost Dream



더 이상 에버랜드?? :'[

힘을내라고 말해줄래
그 눈을 반짝여 날 일으켜줄래.. hm..

*천번이고 다시 태어난데도
그런 사람 또 없을테죠 음~
슬픈 내 삶을 따뜻하게 해줄
참 고마운 사람입니다
그런 그대를 위해서 나의 심장쯤이야
얼마든 아파도 좋은데
사랑이란 그 말은 못해도 먼곳에서 이렇게
바라만 보아도 모든걸 줄수 있어서 사랑할수 있어서
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다
나 태어나 처음 가슴 떨리는
이런 사랑 또 없을테죠
몰래 감춰둔 오랜 기억속에 단 하나의 사랑입니다
그런 그대를 위해서 아픈 눈물쯤이야
얼마든 참을수 있는데
사랑이란 그 말은 못해도 먼곳에서 이렇게
바라만 보아도 모든걸 줄수 있어서 사랑할수 있어서
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다
아무것도 바라지 않아도
그대 웃어준다면 난 행복할텐데
사랑은 주는거니까 그저 주는거니까
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다



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            She is starting to love this movie now.. :) <3 :]


Pororo and Dandelion (dubbed in English)