It Is Meant To Be Lived

It was indeed another wonderful memories of meeting people and sharing something in their lives. Another great experiences I won't forget that I am so thankful for to LORD JESUS. It is a bliss sans the confusions but rather a eloquence that in no time, a conceived perception will come clear. A prayer is laid upon the Almighty. A dream of being in a world of ups and downs since they always become mentors to become more stronger, to act more nicer, and to shine more with Jesus so that they could see how GOD works in our life. I have so much hope within me, I have so much dreams/goals to achieve not for myself but more for my family. Seeking healing, comfort, protection, and guidance as I take each day of revealing how every piece of the puzzle could be missing sometimes. 

I am in a situation of uncertainty, a little inner chaos, a little confusion, and a little feeling of loosing a battle. I know I have prayed for things to happen my way but the situations sometimes will dictate much of what is necessary to occur. It is my sole responsibility, my only decision to accept the reality or make a move towards achieving my dream with GOD's help. Everything has an explanation which I admit I don't care sometimes. However, ignoring things that happen at a similar pace somehow is a sign of being weak. In a continuous struggle to kindle a light within, to find the missing puzzle pieces in a scrabbled flocks of infinities. I am praying and hoping that someday, I will find our right place, right time, right event, and right person to be with under GOD's omnipotence and delicate care. 

Please Take a Look

Even if the situation does not give what you have prayed about, just keep praying.. :) 

Even if you feel you don't fit in and you don't belong, there are many arms who will hug you tight someday :) 

Even if you cannot eat a favorite food you dreamed of having, when time comes you can cook it on your own :)

Even if someday you will just have "anybody" that you know nobody, there will be some who will remain. :)

Even if you don't know where you wanna go, just keep moving forward with GOD's guidance. :)

Believe that the "someday" with come, that the "happy" word will surface, and that "Thank you" will come out of your lips again. :) 

Hoping someday I can be with my kid while pursuing my career of offering/giving out my technical support service abroad. I am sorry if I will decline the offer this time. GOD has indeed a better plan for me, my kid and my family and it is an encouragement to be in a place where people consider you as their co-worker or team member and not just simply  a "contractor". So sad. :'(

좋은 사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

HANGUL/KOREAN:

좋은 사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

사랑을 가르쳐준 사람

Never forget you

I remember you

기억해 너 하나만

혹시나 너를 볼까 네가 사준 옷을입고

네가 좋아하던 짧은 머리를 하고

너와 함께 걷던 그 길을 지나가기 위해서

굳이 먼길을 돌아서 혹시 네가 있을까봐

전화번호도 아직 그대로

혹시 나를 찾아올까봐 집도 그대로

내 미니홈피속에 너와 듣던 노래뿐

혹시 네가 볼까봐 다시 돌아올까봐

우리는 아직 잊지 못했는데

우리는 아직 서로 원하는데

우린 아직 사랑하는데

엇갈려 사실은 보고싶은데

미치도록 너를 보고싶은데

한없이 널 기다려

결국 너를 기다려

혹시하고 멈춰서 제자리를 맴도네

좋은사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

사랑을 가르쳐준 사람

Never forget you

I remember you

기억해 너 하나만

yo 혹시나 너를 볼까봐

보게돼면 흔들릴까봐

내맘이 약해질까봐

말라비튼 날 보일까봐

너와 함께 걷던 그길을 피하기 위해서

굳이 먼길을 돌았어 혹시 네가 있을까봐

전화번호도 이미 바꿨어

혹시 네 생각이 날까 집도 옮겼어

하지만 입에선 아직 못할 말이새

혹시 너를 볼까봐 다시 돌아올까봐

좋은사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

사랑을 가르쳐준 사람

Never forget you

I remember you

기억해 너 하나만

다시 시작해 말하고 싶지만

들리지도 또 보이지 않는 너를 잡고 있어

쏟아지는 장대비를 맞은채

우리처음 만난 그곳으로 가는데

자신이 너무나도 한심해 당신의

따스했던 자리 아직 가슴에

넌 더 견딜 수 있니

그럼 나도 조금 더 견딜테니

하지만 힘이 좀 들꺼야 너무 사랑했잖아

참으로 애를 써봤어도 어쩔 수 없어

혹시라도 우연히 널 볼까봐

그대가 내 모습 볼까봐

거울을 보며 눈물을 닦죠

혹시나 너 올까봐 (혹시나 그대 내게 올까봐)

좋은사람 너는 내게 첫사랑

사랑을 가르쳐준 사람

Never forget you

I remember you

기억해 너 하나만

ROMANIZATION:

joheun saram neoneun naege cheossarang

sarangeul gareuchyeojun saram

Never forget you

I remember you

gieokhae neo hanaman

Yo hokshina neoreul bolkka nega sajun oseuripgo

niga johahadeon jjarbeun meorireul hago

neowa hamkke geotdeon geu gireul jinagagi wihaeseo

gudi meongireul doraseo hokshi niga isseulkkabwa

jonhwa bonhodo ajik gudaero

hokshi nareul chajaolkkabwa jipdo geudaero

nae minihompisoge neowa deutdeon noraebbun

hokshi niga bolkkabwa dashi doraolkkabwa

urineun ajik itji motaenneunde

urineun ajik seoro wonhaneunde

urin ajik saranghaneunde

eotgallyeo sashireun bogoshipeunde

michidorok neoreul bogoshipeunde

haneobshi neol gidaryeo

gyeolguk neoreul gidaryeo

hokshihago meomchwoseo jejarireul maemdone

joheunsaram neoneun naege cheossarang

sarangeul gareuchyeojun saram

Never forget you

I remember you

gieokhae neo hanaman

yo hokshina neoreul bolkkabwa

bogedwaemyeon heundeullilkkabwa

naemami yakhaejilkkabwa

mallabiteun nal boilkkabwa

neowa hamkke geotdeon geugireul pihagi wihaeseo

guji meongireul dorasseo hokshi nega isseulkkabwa

jeonhwabeonhodo imi bakkwosseo

hokshi ne saenggagi nalkka jipdo omgyeosseo

hajiman ibeseon ajik mothan marisae

hokshi neoreul bolkkabwa dashi doraolkkabwa

joheunsaram neoneun naege cheossarang

sarangeul gareuchyeojun saram

Never forget you

I remember you

gieokhae neo hanaman

dashi shijakhae malhago shipjiman

deullijido tto boiji annneun neoreul chatgo isseo

ssodajineun jangdaebireul majeunchae

uricheoeum mannan geugoseuro ganeunde

jashini neomunado hanshimhae dangshinae

ttaseuhaetdeon jari ajik gaseume

neon deo gyeondil su inni

geureom nado jogeum deo gyeondilteni

hajiman himi jom deulkkeoya neomu saranghaetjanha

chameuro aereul sseobwasseodo eojjeol su eobseo

hokshirado uyeonhi neol bolkkabwa

geudaega nae moseup bolkkabwa

geoureul bomyeo nunmureul gamchweo

hokshina neo olkkabwa (hokshina gudae naege olkkabwa)

joheunsaram neoneun naege cheossarang

sarangeul gareuchyeojun saram

Never forget you

I remember you

gieokhae neo hanaman

TRANSLATION:

Good person, you're the first love to me

The person that taught me love

Never forget you

I remember you

I remember only you

Perhaps I'll see you, so I'm wearing the clothes you bought me

And I cut my hair short like you used to like it

To pass by the way I used to walk with you

I went round the long way thinking maybe you'd be there

jeonhwabeonhodo ajik geudaero

Thinking maybe you'll look for me again, my house is the same

In my minihompi I just have the songs we used to listen together

Thinking maybe you'll look and you'll come back again

We still can't forget

We still want each other

We're still in love

Separately, honestly I miss you

I miss you like crazy

I'll wait for you no matter what

I'll wait for you till the end

I stop to think, I'm standing still

Good person, you're the first love to me

The person that taught me love

Never forget you

I remember you

I remember only you

Thinking that maybe I'll see you

and if I see you my heart will tremble

Thinking that my heart will sink

and you'll see my dry and wrenched

To avoid the way I used to walk with you

I went around the long way thinking maybe you'd be there

I already changed my phone number

Maybe I will keep thinking of you so I moved houses

But in my mouth there are still words unsaid

Thinking maybe you'll look and you'll come back again

Good person, you're the first love to me

The person that taught me love

Never forget you

I remember you

I remember only you

I want to tell you to start again

But I can't hear you nor see you even though I'm looking for you

Soaked by the pouring rain

I'm going to the place where we first met

I feel so pathetic

There's still a warm spot in my heart for you

You can bear it

Therefore I will be able to bear to

But it will be so hard, I loved you so much

Even though I tried really hard, I can't help it

Thinking that perhaps I'll see you by chance

And you will look at me

In front of the mirror I wipe my tears

Thinking maybe you will come

(Thinking maybe you will come to me)

Good person, you're the first love to me

The person that taught me love

Never forget you

I remember you

I remember only you

~씨, bogoshipeoyo!! >.<
Smiles and Happiness will hug me and my kid someday ^^
maybe not now.. maybe not now :'( Jesus loves us so much that He wanted to save His greater blessings for last. :) 
Keep loving Jesus and keep being a good person and shine GOD's love despite.. 

Please Pray For Them

.. They do not have a choice but to do what they need to do now.. to literally run for their lives. :(

Having a freedom to do whatever you want without a feeling of fear, confusion, and anxiety that at any minute you will be hit by missile or bombs attacks from above is a bliss. However, I REALLY feel so sorry for the citizens of Gaza-Israel that they all have to run for their lives during the day and became wanderers during the night. I am so aware, some are so aware about what's happening, the real origin of why this MAJOR CONFLICT is happening between the Israel and Palesntinian countries.

Deadly day in Gaza as Israeli offensive widens

9 questions about the Israel-Palestine conflict you were too embarrassed to ask

To everyone who can read this, please say a simple pray for the civilians of Gaza-Israel. A deja vu of Hiroshima is some kind of happening in the city right now. No one knows when it will end or will it end? :'( 

Smiles

Indiana

This place is a current haven of developing technical skills and allowing a real serene flow of knowledge. Embracing learning experiences with brilliant technical people. A witness of a what a teamwork is. 

mean and me

I did not appreciate this much before until I discovered how tasteful soy sauce (it is soy too? hehe) is with a squeeze of fresh lemon for its dipping sauce. I had a cube-sized tofu fried after coating them with seasoned chicken breading. It is a real good snack or a part of my breakfast meal (19.July.2014).

I am so excited packing stuff for the up-coming Florida trip and flight back home to my family. :) 

Thank you LORD JESUS. I have been praying and waiting for my family's call from home. Now they called and they are doing okay and safe. I am really grateful for that. Manila and its adjacent places have been recently battered by a Cat 3 Typhoon. The only problem is the supply of electricity which has not gotten back in our area. :'( Hope they will fix it soon as the school class will resume on Monday July 21, 2014. :( 

Shot Down MH17

Chilling transcript of militants realizing they shot down civilian plane with nearly 300 on board emerge

It is a connecting flight of others towards meeting and reuniting with their relatives and families to their destinations. 

I am sorry for the uppercase , and so I say "MY HEART GOES OUT TO THE CIVILLIANS WHO DIED IN THE MALAYSIAN AIRLINE MH17" T______T 

Their families are truly suffering right now.

@_@ , @_@ , @_@ tears :'( 

It is being fulfilled now LORD JESUS - The Chapter of Revelations

And the news said the MH17 list has "I"s on it which means "Infants" T_________T 

At least one American and three Filipinos (Philippine citizens) on the plane were killed . 

LORD JESUS, how could those people kill little children, and babies, and fathers, and mothers, and friends, and co-workers, and bread-winners, and sisters, and brothers, and grandparents, and uncles, and aunties, and son, and daughters, and students, and teachers, and etc.. 

Typhoon In Manila And Its Suburbs July 2014

Braise yourself and stay at home today Manila people and its suburbs - July 15, 2014. Offering a prayer for all your safety. 

#TyphoonGlendaJuly2014

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15 July 2014 @18:00

And a white guy in the workout room was jokingly trying to take e a photo of me while doing my workout and said he was just teasing me.. :( (진짜요!! 왜요?) ㅋㅋ ㅠㅠ

@ 21:02 CDT

And MANILA is currently being battered by the super typhoon again. Please be safe everyone.. beware of falling and flying debris.. and the office is on the 19th and 20th Floor.. to my co-workers in Manila, please be safe. I am praying for all. :( LORD Jesus please take care of them.. T____T

Who is Going to Win the 2014 FIFA World Cup?

July 19, 2014 PHILIPPINE

http://kickerdaily.com/video-germanys-world-cup-goalscorer-has-helped-filipino-children/

2014 World Cup goal-scorer Mario Götze, a German football player helped the Philippine children. #GODBLESSthisman

Argentina or Germany?? At a church friend's house to watch the final game....

45 minutes has passed and where is the score??? :( 

@16:02 on Extra time : 0-0 still, bring home the bacon A but looks like the Germans are doing the best dance.. 

Final Verdict:

#GER: Mario Gotze breaks the deadlock with 8mins to go in extra-time, via @FIFAWorldCup

They say that it is the very first that a European World Cup team won over Americas and in American soil. Indeed the German team nailed it today in the 2014 FIFA World Cup and it happened again since 1990.

And Mario Götze is a first substitute to make a goal in the World Cup and my respect goes to Argentina too because they played well until the second half of the game's extra time. 

I had a really great time with my American church friends and so grateful for welcoming me in their homes today to watch the game. Both teams really played well, the world really witnessed how careful the players were when passing the ball in an attempt to make that goal. It was concluded though that "Gotze" is the hero. 

Too bad Christoph Kramer got hurt quite bad during the first half. Hope it is not that serious. 

Congratulations to the German team!

whoa! Guitar!

#messi #götze #2018FIFAinRussia

Tim Howard of the USA Team #FIFA

The Someone

It is indeed a happiness to have someone that sticks like a brother and who cares a lot as bestfriend.. and someday, to travel in anywhere GOD would take us.. 

Someday there is one.. ^^ We'll meet one.. 

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Proverbs 17:17 A friend loves at all times.  :'( 

So sad inside while feeling happy.. 

Realization and reality check.. there is no such thing called "perfect" but the wonder of nature GOD has bestowed on earth is indeed a super spectacular one that is truly exceptional. It is one of those memorable moments that I won't EVER forget in my life occurred once again and this time, I am with another new group of friends. I could not compose myself yet to realize I was only seeing Niagara Falls from The Internet, magazines, school books or through a TV. I was there, I witnessed the beauty, so breath-taking and I was like feeling I don't want to end the Maid-of-the-Mist ride. The lady from the car rental told me two things before I went with my co-workers: 

1. Don't miss to take the Maid of the Mist ride. 

2. Don't leave Buffalo, New York without dining in "Buffalo Wild Wings" restaurant. 

She was so right, everything is so fantastic. I am so grateful to many for because of them, I was able to experience all these. I pray that "she" is doing well in school, that she is somehow enjoying her stay while I am away. I won't forget her and I certainly have something for her.

..... cont.

T_______T I need to decide now :'( 

I do not know what to say, I feel so happy but I am so sooo sad.. Why? Because I might be staying for a while back in the country and there is no better way to bring her here in the USA until she's big and mature enough to be here.

And there is no way I will see him or talk to him again :'( 

In everything, I will leave it up to HIM but I am praying that someday, I will be in this beautiful place again. :'( 

The Gift Of Waiting

http://wonderandwandering.com/2014/06/26/the-gift-of-waiting/

World Cup ENCORE only .. :( 

09 July 2014 20:10 CDT

While having my home-cooked chicken adobo, American-style scrambled eggs with ham, small amount of rice and refreshing water for dinner. 

secretly loving you Crystal Report!!

"A picture is worth a thousand words" for webex parteey!! - silly "season"

Not my photo

Not my photo

Haha I super likeeee them "eggmoticons"

:'(

Pizza: Read Backwards

I had this sumptuous overflowing veggies/chicken-topped pizza today after work and the pizza parlor is like almost 11 miles away from the place where I work. I heard about it from my co-workers one time when they invited me in a group lunch-out. They said that the kind of pizza made here is different and I got curious about it. I tried it for my late lunch today and I've known what they talked about now. The photos I took has a permission from the crew and it is awesome that the pizza was made in less than 10 minutes. I took the smallest pizza and to munch the entire order really made me so full. :D

I shared my taste-bud experience with my kid and showed her the photo. She uttered politely "Mama, don't get upset okay, but try to imagine something about your pizza (the one I showed her).. Do you imagine that your pizza is so out of control? It was like they threw everything away on top." with a loud laugh. lol :( I told her, it is customized and it is not an ordinary pizza we ordered at some known pizza store. It is freshly made right from the hot oven and it is really healthy. I ordered the Roasted Chicken with a lot of veggies on it and it was reallllllly gooooooooooood. 

I will try Turoni's Pizza that someone at work also recommended. I just don't know what the place looks like but I might give it a try too before I go back home.