Thou lovest righteousness, and hatest wickedness: therefore God, thy God, hath anointed thee with the oil of gladness above thy fellows. (Psalms 45:7 KJV)
In short, GOD has anointed everyone of us with oil of joy that we should not disregard. Oftentimes, there are prayers which result won't come out the way you wished it should be and more saddening is that you won't have it at all.
I have been dreaming of visiting this place for three years now if I would say, working on it for real. However, I kept asking why Jesus won't let me step on this land. All I only know is if it is GOD's Will, there will be no hassle but if not, I will only wait for a "next time". :)
I am on the land which I never dream being to but GOD did a wonderful and unexpected ways of bringing me here without any difficulty. Indeed, there is a profound purpose why I am here. I believe there is something more in store for me and for my future in this place. I am so grateful because of the rare opportunity GOD has overflowingly gave me by being here. I have experienced a lot and am able to explore some wonders of the country. Indeed, GOD is so good to His people.
Going back to my unanswered prayer, I know that someday, I might be able to go there by myself or with someone else. I do not know but I will keep on praying to Jesus that He will allow me or bring me to that dreamed place of visit.
I wished to be with friends from here on where I am but I am afraid that hope is of no possibility. :) It is just a big joke.
Nevertheless, I will always think about that Bible verse above. The child of GOD never ever ceased to smile amidst the saddest days.
Thank you Lord Jesus Christ for protecting all of us and please.. continue to call Your people to get back home.
Jesus Christ is my father, my male bestfriend, my husband, my only man, and My LORD.
Fried fish with a heart
