내 안의 그대- Lee Seung Gi

I lost everything now.. T__T and will continue to feel defeated of my unhappy fate.. I think I can shed all my tears now.. happiness, yes there is but.. still this sadness visits me.. 

Blessings indeed come in different shapes and I am so much grateful to God for He never fail to bestow me with what I only need. 

I am not wanting much of what I have and receiving now.. my wish is just to be happy 

Happiness sans the material things is the most greatest gift of God.. 

I want it Lord Jesus Christ.. Nothing more but to share a simple and joyful life with someone You destined for me. Together we will serve You will all our hearts and soul. 

Yeah.. even you’re back, it bring me tears.. T_T 

Haha, I was just like browsing over the “Home” page of my facebook today when I saw this song. This is an original of 서영은. (Soo Hyun Eun). 

The lyrics is all about how I feel now.. :[ yes.. it is so sad but this is really what’s inside.. yet whatever happens life must go on.. anyway, happiness is for free and could be someday that real one will come.. 

Otteokhajyo? What should I do?? Are you wishing happiness separately for our lives or “our” lives together? I don’t understand you! 

So sorry for these words.. and though you do not visit this page.. still my heart sings these to heaven so that in your dreams at night you will receive them through God’s angels. Thank you once again.

Take care of yourself and I know God will do..

“I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.” - Unknown

“Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed.” - Storm Jameson

“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.” - Dr. Seuss

Projectile

mathematics of Angry Birds game

Many people nowadays own like one or two of Apple's sophisticated gadgets such as iPad, iPhone, iPod and other electronic devices that can be installed with games. One example is the Angry Birds game. 

When I was in college, engineering mathematics and physics were some of the considered most difficult subjects yet exciting to learn. These consist a topic about projectile motion, which is a method on how to calculate to get an accurate hit on a certain target. It is just a function of gravity and velocity. The two big ideas of projectile motion: the horizontal component of motion is constant velocity, while the vertical component is constant acceleration. At every tick, decrease the vertical velocity byg (the force of gravity), and then add g to the current height. For a more in depth look at the physics required in these sorts of games, we can Google around for some game development blogs or how-to's.

Angry Birds had not been around when I was completing my high school and college degree and let us not consider the game as a hate crime against hogs, or an avian anger management program—instead, think of it as a computer interactive application to explore projectile motion and force diagrams. To those playing it now, have tried completing all levels to addiction and or are now planning of trying it, it's should know that your learning physics along the way. But it's just that not explained in figures and numbers like a class-room discussion. 

Launching a bird? No! They are varying the initial angles and velocities to hit a target distance. Take advantage of student interest with the following strategies to help you integrate Angry Birds into your instruction.

Before Pythagoras, it is the equation, even comes into the discussion, we were asked by our professors to describe projectile motions that they see in our everyday lives. Focus on the big picture question: What are the different factors that determine the range of a projectile? Projectile motion problems can easily become algebra problems that focus on identifying the right number in a diagram and substituting it into the correct equation. (look at the photo above)

And then there is Angry Birds. The game actually helps the instruction by outlining the bird’s path with dots that are placed at the same time interval, as well as leaving these trajectory paths visible for the next turn. This allows for an overlap and visual comparison of bird trajectories that have different initial angles and velocities. The goal here is not to try and knock down the structures and take out the pigs, but to use the game platform as a demonstration tool that will get their attention, and to see the flying birds as your projectiles. 

Using Angry Birds, you can highlight many of the main points about projectile motion. Things like:

• How do you get a bird to travel the farthest? Answer, 45-degree initial launch angle.
• Can you find multiple launch angles that will land on the same spot? Answer, there are two per spot, and they are complementary angles.
• What happens when you launch birds at the same angle but change the initial velocity?
• What happens when you launch birds at the same velocity but change the initial angle?
• What launch angles have the longest time in flight? The shortest?

The best levels to use for teaching projectile motion meet these criteria: good open field and no high structures to get in the way of the flight, use of the basic red birds, and having many birds to play with. 

A Letter Of A Happy Bruised Heart

I'm not sure how long I’ve been feeling this way, but it seems that each day that passes is a day that I am even more tired of everyone and everything that reminds me of you. I wish I could be with you someday. Hours seem so long lasting. They drown me inside in ways that you could never imagine. I try dreaming of you but that’s bad on my part to conceive such impish things in my mind. It is just not appropriate and not good for a child of God. I should be just content of what I have and the enclosed self within me. There is so much to tell you that I could not convey because of the lack of courage and to add a dilemma of having language barrier, I supposed.

And while in this infinite abyss we wait for the day in which we can just escape.. to you. 

I can’t stand this storm inside me. The city seems to be deserted just by my hard pounding thoughts. Weird people run without stopping, at my back are this intense universe that can’t seem to stop. Days seem grey. Everything seems mute while I cry because of stupid reasons that just make me angrier inside. It’s weird but I’m mad for letting myself fall for you, even though you did not warn me nor did anything to show love. How could you do this to me? I’ve tried to be a good friend to you but it seemed all pointless because you were just dumb, so helpless me and I do not have anyone to turn to right now. All are just uttered to the sky and letting God hear my heart cries, summoning to release the pain and the prolonged agony inside. 

I have evidences of SMS and chat messages about what you feel for me and I am so much holding on to it. These are my pillar of strength while Jesus is at the other end of my life’s rope. I wouldn’t mind which ones are real or false truths. It is like happiness but soaked in desperations and loneliness. Too much of incompetent notions but the heart feels and instincts add to it. It is I think a simple gesture of “I’m about to screw you over big time honey!”. How pitiful of me then to receive such acts where all I showed was kindness and love. And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place, we won't talk about the hard place. You don't have an idea about this feeling, and yes you do.

But I don't blame you if there is too much pain to start with. Sometimes I feel like you keeping me half dead, inside my head. To be honest, I can see I'm not the woman whom I should be. It’s how you wanted it to be, it’s like you’re playing a joke on me, and am I losing a friend.. in the end? 

Aprovechando que está aqui..
Tenemos esa inquietud de aprender cosas nuevas..
Estar inquieto por no sentir el dolor..

Making the most of being here.
We have the need to learn new things.
To feel restless so not to feel the pain..

Quoting from Lord Byron's Letter to his Beloved Caroline:

"..God knows I wish you happy, & when I quit you, or rather when you from a sense of duty to your husband & mother quit me, you shall acknowledge the truth of what I again promise & vow, that no other in word or deed shall ever hold the place in my affection which is & shall be most sacred to you, till I am nothing."

My heart would like to utter the same words and I want to thank our Lord Jesus Christ for letting me meet you and become a part of my life. If ever the saddest moment comes that I quit you, always hold on to Jesus Christ because He will certainly comfort you to replace a lost place of me in your heart. If you will then fall in love to another woman, may you keep that love, nourish with constant communication and culture it with sweetness so you won't feel any pain anymore. All my prayers are here in my mind and heart. iloveyou honey pooh. Take care and God bless us all. 

I want someone who will stay with me, no matter how hard it is to be with me.. i wish to create a Christian love with him.. :[

You know you're growing mature when you start making decisions; weighing things that are more important and practical than the usual... ;]

Love Is Not A Fight

LOVE IS NOT A FIGHT - Warren BarfieldOST of "Firefroof" movie
Love is not a placeTo come and go as we pleaseIt's a house we enter inThen commit to never leave
So lock the door behind youThrow away the keyWe'll work it out togetherLet it bring us to our knees
Chorus:Love is a shelter in a raging stormLove is peace in the middle of a warAnd if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the doorNo, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
To some, love is a wordThat they can fall intoBut when they're falling outKeeping that word is hard to do
Chorus:Love is a shelter in a raging stormLove is peace in the middle of a warAnd if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the doorNo, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
Love will come to save usIf we'll only callHe will ask nothing from usBut demand we give our all
Chorus:Love is a shelter in a raging stormLove is peace in the middle of a warAnd if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the doorNo, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
I will fight for youWould you fight for me?It's worth fighting for

A Letter From "Mom and Dad"..

My child,

When I get old, I hope you understand 'n have patience with me
In case I break the plate, or spill soup on the table because I’m losing my eyesight, I hope you don’t yell at me.
Older people are sensitive, always having self pity when you yell.
When my hearing gets worse 'n I can’t hear what you’re saying, I hope you don’t call me ‘Deaf!’
Please repeat what you said or write it down.
I’m sorry, my child.
I’m getting older.
When my knees get weaker, I hope you have the patience to help me get up.
Like how I used to help you while you were little, learning how to walk.

Please bear with me, when I keep repeating myself like a broken record, I hope you just keep listening to me.
Please don’t make fun of me, or get sick of listening to me.

Do you remember when you were little 'n you wanted a ballon? You repeated yourself over 'n over until you get what you wanted.
Please also pardon my smell. I smell like an old person.Please don’t force me to shower.
My body is weak.
Old people get sick easily when they’re cold. I hope I don’t gross you out.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to chase you around because you didn’t want to shower.
I hope you can be patient with me when I’m always cranky. It’s all part of getting old.
You’ll understand when you’re older.
'n if you have spare time, I hope we can talk even for a few minutes.
I’m always all by myself all the time, 'n have no one to talk to.
I know you’re busy with work.
Even if you’re not interested in my stories, please have time for me.

Do you remember when you were little? I used to listen to your stories about your teddy bear.
When the time comes, 'n I get ill 'n bedridden, I hope you have the patience to take care of me.
I’m sorry if I accidentally wet the bed or make a mess.
I hope you have the patience to take care of me during the last few moments of my life.
I’m not going to last much longer, anyway.
When the time of my death comes, I hope you hold my hand 'n give me strength to face death.

'n don’t worry..
When I finally meet our creator, I will whisper in his ear to bless you. Because you loved your Mom 'n Dad.

Thank you so much for your care.
We love you. ! ♥

**Learn to appreciate what you have.. before time makes you realize what you had?

Weee! Those Arrived Faster & Safely

Dear Jesus Christ, 

No happiness can compare to what I am feeling right now. Those were delivered already and the heart skips as those get to his hands. Thank you Jesus for pushing away the typhoon so they will get delivered faster and safer. Finally, after two days they arrived at the Land of The Morning Calm!:) Hope I am with them when they flew. haha Anyways, I am so relieved and so happy though the purpose of sending them off is to bid hello, thank you and goodbye. -,-

I may never know when I will hear from him and if there will be possibilities that we will talk again. I have made my decision and it should be final. Whatever the outcome of my act, the Lord will comfort me. Thank You Jesus Christ for bringing us to him so we will also feel so much happiness but knowing Your love, kingdom and care is the most greatest thing/gift of all. I have said my thoughts and my prayers/desires for him. May You guide everything he does, give him all the wisdom he needs and equipped him with all your Holy Words so he won't get astray and be yoked with unbelievers. 

Again, my heart feels so much happiness now and this lovely feeling won't be forgotten in my whole life. Thank you Honey. iloveyou. Jesus loves us and our biological families. I am continuously praying and wishing you happiness and good health. 

Loving you with all my heart. Jagiya, :[ I have nothing to offer you right now, but a loving friendship of a friend in Christ Jesus. 

..the dainty doggie has a partner and she's safe here with us.. take care of "Prince". thanks

:) ♥ ♫ :]

Prince Ken and Barbie

"I thank God every time I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy." - Philippians 1:3-4

"Man Enough To Cry" - Eric Benet

Why Women Cry

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfaltering.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair."

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

***

Please read this and inform the beautiful women you know today.

You will boost another woman's self-esteem!

Inform it to every man, so he can understand..

Now Is The Time

The Ideality

A lifelong battle between reality and ideality. It is a humming of songs in the heart and there are things it wanted to convey. Tears will start to fall as the melody begins to swing with the beat of the lips uttering words of hope, love and faith. Someone may not know how important it is to get noticed and be taken care of but on the other hand, if a woman knows how to handle a situation by leaving her trust all to the Lord Jesus Christ it is so certain that she will never feel lonely. There was a read quote that it is better to be alone than with someone for the sole sake of having a boyfriend/girlfriend or partner. The number of boyfriends/girlfriends is what now matters to people where the more you collect the cool you get that does not make more sense. 

Christians believe that marriage is considered in its ideal according to the purpose of God. At the heart of God's design for marriage is companionship and intimacy. According to Genesis, marriage was instituted by God in the Garden of Eden.

The Lord God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him"...and while he was sleeping, he took one of the man's ribs and closed up the place with flesh. Then the Lord God made a woman from the ribor "side" he had taken out of the man, and he brought her to the man. The man said, "This is now bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh; she shall be called 'woman,' for she was taken out of man." For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh.

                                                                                                               — Genesis 2:18,21-24 

Hillsong Live "Cry Of The Broken"

The biblical picture of marriage expands into something much broader, with the husband and wife relationship illustrating the relationship between Christ and the church.

It is also considered in its actual occurrence, sometimes involving failure. Therefore, the Bible speaks on the subject of divorce. The New Testament recognizes a place for singleness. Salvation within Christianity is not dependent on the continuation of a biological lineage.

It is not a matter of how many people come out and in of your life. It is how valuable you become because of them and the characters you brought to them. Also, the principles they acquired from you and how simply you made a change to people to become good individuals. Nothing is happier than meeting a love from someone with great passion about God, doing His teachings and trying to be more specific of being closer to be a wonderful God’s servant. Once you already know Jesus Christ, never keep away from him or go stray for every hardship has a reward when His second Kingdom comes. It is better to be alone with a loving someone whose love is through believing that Jesus is our Saviour and sharing his love on his only simple, majestic and impressing way. I love you. Thank you.

Hillsong - Awakening