Reason For Being

I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt but can look at you and smile.. the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if I can't brighten my own. I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me, and I accepted way less than I deserve.. but I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry, I'll know better next time and wont settle for anything less than I deserve. I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you learn how to let go. Things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe in lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. I truly believe all these.

I am a PROUD mother of a beautiful baby girl, she's my world, she has brought more joy to my life and given me the insight and the ability to see all the little things that love is truly comprised of.. I have learned many things through motherhood that I could never have learned otherwise.. It is the most joyous, rewarding, precious, wonderful, and fulfilling moment I have ever known and I am so thankful to finally know what my "reason for being" is.. To be a mother, and the best mother I can be! ♥ I would like to strive harder to sustain her needs and to become the best supportive person of her dreams. 

Motherhood has helped me become the person I've always aspired to be. More loving, patient, forgiving, emphatic, and finding that the bottom of the well there is always more love-God and family's love.

My family is the best thing in my world. I love them more than I ever thought possible.♥

It's not about money that make us rich, it's about simplicity of having God in our lives.

Under Pressure

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HOW DO WE REACT UNDER PRESSURE?

My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing. (James 1:2-4 KJV) 

We can't really know the depth of our character until we see how we react under pressure. It is easy to be kind to others when everything is going well, but can we still be kind when others are treating us unfairly? God wants to make us mature and complete, not to keep us from all pain. Instead of complaining about our struggles, we should see them as opportunities for growth. Thank God for promising to be with you in rough times. Ask Him to help you solve your problems or to give you the strength to endure them. Then be patient. God will not leave you alone with your problems; He will stay close and help you grow.

Even if I have nothing, Jesus Christ is always with me through all my life.


:'[..it hurts so much now Lord, but I everything I decide, I lay them all to You. Selfish heart inside me is swallowing like a ghost and it keeps on haunting. All my hopes. And all my dreams. God I lay them at Your feet because all I want is You. All I have and all I am, I surrender every part of me. 

My Lost Dream



더 이상 에버랜드?? :'[

힘을내라고 말해줄래
그 눈을 반짝여 날 일으켜줄래.. hm..

*천번이고 다시 태어난데도
그런 사람 또 없을테죠 음~
슬픈 내 삶을 따뜻하게 해줄
참 고마운 사람입니다
그런 그대를 위해서 나의 심장쯤이야
얼마든 아파도 좋은데
사랑이란 그 말은 못해도 먼곳에서 이렇게
바라만 보아도 모든걸 줄수 있어서 사랑할수 있어서
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다
나 태어나 처음 가슴 떨리는
이런 사랑 또 없을테죠
몰래 감춰둔 오랜 기억속에 단 하나의 사랑입니다
그런 그대를 위해서 아픈 눈물쯤이야
얼마든 참을수 있는데
사랑이란 그 말은 못해도 먼곳에서 이렇게
바라만 보아도 모든걸 줄수 있어서 사랑할수 있어서
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다
아무것도 바라지 않아도
그대 웃어준다면 난 행복할텐데
사랑은 주는거니까 그저 주는거니까
난 슬퍼도 행복합니다



PORORO.. Weee~ :]


 
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Crong!! Crong!! Haha! :]
   
            She is starting to love this movie now.. :) <3 :]


Pororo and Dandelion (dubbed in English)