Phobia(s)

The fear of cockroach is called.. :'(

      

Out of the blue, I stumbled upon my old yahoo mails in my phone, I found this one that I wrote almost two years ago.. i just laugh at myself now because I do not remember why I had this and saved somewhere.. nah! just forgetting about it.. 

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Hi! I hope all is well. Thanks for dropping by my page. Something to break the ice, starting off w/ a riddle...here goes: what gift enriches the receiver w/o diminishing the giver? what gift can be given in a flash, but can have an impact that lasts forever? what gift is of no earthly value until it is given away? what gift is such that no one is so poor that he or she cannot share it, & no one is so rich that he or she doesn't have a need for the gift? 

The answer is a SMILE! :)

Born and raised in Metro Manila, Philippines, thus I don't know any dialect in my home country. I am a VERY proud first child of VERY hard-working mother. She has worked EXTREMELY hard when Jesus decided to make her a blessed widow of three. The first thing I thank God for is the wonderful family He has blessed me with. I know that I won the lottery with them in my life. I am single, never married, quite had some lapses but so grateful for having a one and only lovely daughter. A really wonderful gift from God. I am old-fashioned & am not into the bar scenes, but, I love to joke around & have a good time. I am straightforward, strong-willed, and therefore I don't smoke at all, nor drink. I believe in treating others as I like to be treated; with kindness, courtesy, consideration, honesty, respect, etc. I am also into several sports activities and can blend when taught well. Parenthood is one thing that life trained me well. It gave me the most of everything laid before my eyes. I don't believe in coincidence. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I know that anything good that happens to me is from God & my Father watching over me. I can also find the proverbial Silver Lining to any cloud. I believe the glass is always half full. whenever something that I want doesn't happen, I know it is for the best & there is something else out there better that Lord Jesus wants me to see/witness. I also look at it as a possible lesson of the day. I have a big faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and I believe that He is my Only Savior. :) 

I'm fun to be with, I love to laugh and I am open to anything that is fun to do with someone special. I DON'T engage in a one-night stand because fornication is a big sin. I'm baggage-free but a little sober/drama queen. A little jealous but that's me. I love good conversations & a sense of humor. I am a good talker and listener. when the chemistry is right it is the best feeling to be part of great conversation. And now, I wrote all these with an awkward feeling because I am not really into revelations of who I am. I have a huge passion and pro-longed eagerness to learn the Korean language. I am like dying to speak it, converse fluently. Just waiting for a concerned, open-minded, and brave God-fearing human being who will care to learn with me from A-Z and beyond. Someone who would really bring me closer to Jesus and not closer to his bed. God's willing :) 

"IMAGINE ME WITHOUT YOU"

This song is an original of Jaci Velasquez, an American Contemporary Christian and Latin pop singer and songwriter—in both English and Spanish languages. The song is about her relationship with Jesus. 

C C/B Am G Dm E Am 

Am                               Em/G 

As long as stars shine down from heaven 

F                           C 

And the river runs into the sea 

Dm  

Till the end of time forever 

E 

You?re the only love I need 

Am                    Em/G 

In my life you?re all that matters 

F                    C 

In my eyes the only truth I see 

Dm  

When my hopes and dreams have shattered 

E 

You?re the one that?s there for me 

                Dm        G 

When I found you I was blessed 

                 C 

And I will never leave you 

B 

I need you 

E                  E/D# 

Imagine me without you 

C#m                B 

I?d be lost and so confused 

F#m 

I wouldn?t last a day 

G#m           B/C#  

I?d be afraid without you there to see me through 

D#      E         E/D# 

Imagine me without you 

C#m                     A 

Lord you know it?s just impossible 

F#m            C#m 

Because of you it?s all brand new 

B          F#m    G#m 

My life is now worth while 

A                     B     E 

I can?t imagine me without you 

Am                     Em/G 

When you caught me I was falling 

F                    C 

You have lifted me back on my feet 

Dm  

It was like you heard me calling 

E 

And you rushed to set me free 

                Dm        G 

When I found you I was blessed 

                 C 

And I will never leave you 

B 

I need you 

E                  E/D# 

Imagine me without you 

C#m                B 

I?d be lost and so confused 

F#m 

I wouldn?t last a day 

G#m           B/C#  

I?d be afraid without you there to see me through 

D#      E         E/D# 

Imagine me without you 

C#m                     A 

Lord you know it?s just impossible 

F#m            C#m 

Because of you it?s all brand new 

B          F#m    G#m 

My life is now worth while 

A                     B     E 

I can?t imagine me without you 


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confused.. confused...and thinking, praying.. decision-making.. :'( where will I be? :( 

Chat With The Mighty Creator

Something inspiring to ponder over.... ^^

THE LORD answer prayers when He knows you needed it so much.. And He did ;) (1) I got an early approval for my vacation leave for July 4-7, 2014 long-drive to Niagara Falls, NY with my friends/co-workers and (2) the one I am most grateful for is a "Yes" answer from someone for a huge favor I asked for my flight to FL in July! :) You-know-who-you-are,,, THANK YOU SO MUCH and GOD BLESS YOU and your family more. Be safe always. 

Thank you Jesus for You never failed me. I know that Your thinking is totaly incomprehensible but You show them enough for us to understand that it is a "Yes" and not a " No" response. 

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A Chat With GOD

GOD: Hello. Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No.. who is this?

GOD: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something. 

GOD: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too. 

Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time. 

GOD: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it. 

Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting You to buzz me on instant messaging chat. 

GOD: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with. 

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now? 

GOD: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated. 

Me: why are we then constantly unhappy? 

GOD: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy. 

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty? 

GOD: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional. 

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.. 

GOD: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional. 

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer? 

GOD: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter. 

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful? 

GOD: Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards. 

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why cant we be free from problems? 

GOD: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems. 

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading.. 

GOD: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight. 

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do? 

GOD: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock. 

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated? 

GOD: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing. 

Me: What surprises you about people? 

GOD: when they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth 

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I cant get the answer. 

GOD: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation. 

Me: How can I get the best out of life? 

GOD: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. 

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered. 

GOD: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is 

NO. 

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. 

GOD: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. 

Life is wonderful if you know how to live. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!"

ヅ The most rewarding journey in life is our walk with God- Anonymous 

ヅ Relationship is not the business where you give when you receive, it is a beautiful feeling where you like to give even if you don't receive..

ヅ "Happiness is not about what happens to us - it's about how we perceive of what happen to us. It's the knack of finding positive for every negative, and viewing setback as a challenge. It's not wishing for what we don't have but enjoying what we do possess." ^___^