Phobia(s)

The fear of cockroach is called.. :'(

      

Out of the blue, I stumbled upon my old yahoo mails in my phone, I found this one that I wrote almost two years ago.. i just laugh at myself now because I do not remember why I had this and saved somewhere.. nah! just forgetting about it.. 

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Hi! I hope all is well. Thanks for dropping by my page. Something to break the ice, starting off w/ a riddle...here goes: what gift enriches the receiver w/o diminishing the giver? what gift can be given in a flash, but can have an impact that lasts forever? what gift is of no earthly value until it is given away? what gift is such that no one is so poor that he or she cannot share it, & no one is so rich that he or she doesn't have a need for the gift? 

The answer is a SMILE! :)

Born and raised in Metro Manila, Philippines, thus I don't know any dialect in my home country. I am a VERY proud first child of VERY hard-working mother. She has worked EXTREMELY hard when Jesus decided to make her a blessed widow of three. The first thing I thank God for is the wonderful family He has blessed me with. I know that I won the lottery with them in my life. I am single, never married, quite had some lapses but so grateful for having a one and only lovely daughter. A really wonderful gift from God. I am old-fashioned & am not into the bar scenes, but, I love to joke around & have a good time. I am straightforward, strong-willed, and therefore I don't smoke at all, nor drink. I believe in treating others as I like to be treated; with kindness, courtesy, consideration, honesty, respect, etc. I am also into several sports activities and can blend when taught well. Parenthood is one thing that life trained me well. It gave me the most of everything laid before my eyes. I don't believe in coincidence. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I know that anything good that happens to me is from God & my Father watching over me. I can also find the proverbial Silver Lining to any cloud. I believe the glass is always half full. whenever something that I want doesn't happen, I know it is for the best & there is something else out there better that Lord Jesus wants me to see/witness. I also look at it as a possible lesson of the day. I have a big faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and I believe that He is my Only Savior. :) 

I'm fun to be with, I love to laugh and I am open to anything that is fun to do with someone special. I DON'T engage in a one-night stand because fornication is a big sin. I'm baggage-free but a little sober/drama queen. A little jealous but that's me. I love good conversations & a sense of humor. I am a good talker and listener. when the chemistry is right it is the best feeling to be part of great conversation. And now, I wrote all these with an awkward feeling because I am not really into revelations of who I am. I have a huge passion and pro-longed eagerness to learn the Korean language. I am like dying to speak it, converse fluently. Just waiting for a concerned, open-minded, and brave God-fearing human being who will care to learn with me from A-Z and beyond. Someone who would really bring me closer to Jesus and not closer to his bed. God's willing :) 

"IMAGINE ME WITHOUT YOU"

This song is an original of Jaci Velasquez, an American Contemporary Christian and Latin pop singer and songwriter—in both English and Spanish languages. The song is about her relationship with Jesus. 

C C/B Am G Dm E Am 

Am                               Em/G 

As long as stars shine down from heaven 

F                           C 

And the river runs into the sea 

Dm  

Till the end of time forever 

E 

You?re the only love I need 

Am                    Em/G 

In my life you?re all that matters 

F                    C 

In my eyes the only truth I see 

Dm  

When my hopes and dreams have shattered 

E 

You?re the one that?s there for me 

                Dm        G 

When I found you I was blessed 

                 C 

And I will never leave you 

B 

I need you 

E                  E/D# 

Imagine me without you 

C#m                B 

I?d be lost and so confused 

F#m 

I wouldn?t last a day 

G#m           B/C#  

I?d be afraid without you there to see me through 

D#      E         E/D# 

Imagine me without you 

C#m                     A 

Lord you know it?s just impossible 

F#m            C#m 

Because of you it?s all brand new 

B          F#m    G#m 

My life is now worth while 

A                     B     E 

I can?t imagine me without you 

Am                     Em/G 

When you caught me I was falling 

F                    C 

You have lifted me back on my feet 

Dm  

It was like you heard me calling 

E 

And you rushed to set me free 

                Dm        G 

When I found you I was blessed 

                 C 

And I will never leave you 

B 

I need you 

E                  E/D# 

Imagine me without you 

C#m                B 

I?d be lost and so confused 

F#m 

I wouldn?t last a day 

G#m           B/C#  

I?d be afraid without you there to see me through 

D#      E         E/D# 

Imagine me without you 

C#m                     A 

Lord you know it?s just impossible 

F#m            C#m 

Because of you it?s all brand new 

B          F#m    G#m 

My life is now worth while 

A                     B     E 

I can?t imagine me without you 


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confused.. confused...and thinking, praying.. decision-making.. :'( where will I be? :(