Reality Fills Fantasy

The advantage of having nothing is that everything becomes a gain.

Time is running out and i'm being left behind, it doesn't change, everyday's all the same, just like yesterday.

Never give up on something you really want. it's difficult to wait,BUT MORE DIFFICULT TO REGRET.

Hindi mahalaga kung ano ang katayuan mo sa buhay niya...

Ang mahalaga ay 'yong napapasaya mo siya,

sa paraang ikaw lang ang may kaya...

Give thanks for what you are now and keep fighting for what you want to be tomorrow.

Love can't always be measured by how long you wait. It's about how will you understand why you are WAITING. ✔✔✔

Everything will get worse before it gets better. But when they do, remember who put you down and who helped you up.

When you believe that a difficulty can be overcome, you are more than half way to victory over it already.

“To live content with small means, to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not rich; to study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly; to listen to the stars and birds, to babes and sages, with open heart; to bear all cheerfully, do all bravely, await occasion, hurry never; in a word, to let spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common. "

It's believed that life-long friends can go long periods of time without speaking & never question the friendship. These friends pick up like they just spoke yesterday, regardless of how long it has been or how far away they live, & they don't hold grudges. They understand that life is BUSY & you will ALWAYS love them. 

Do you believe that God’s blessings are falling on you everyday? Do you wake up every morning believing there’s abundance everywhere? If you are desperate for God, you’re open to receive more! Friend, there is no shortage of blessings. There is only a shortage of readiness to receive those blessings.

I am still hopeful someday I will find my male bestfriend, a loyal partner, and a partner-in-Christ. :] I may be hurt so much now because of you, I know someday, someone will come to wipe away the long suppressed tears in my heart. 

Do you remember I warned you before not to hurt my heart and look what you have done. You did not also consider what this part of me has gone through and that it is still coping with the sought-after memories of the past stubbornness. Time flies but the heart will be left with a feeling of longing for something that will never happen.  I love the truth.

I am not beautiful but I am trying to carry a loving heart Jesus yearns towards me.

My Heart, Your Smile

blithe

Question: Why?

What have I done to deserve this punishment?
What I only know is I love you and care for you.
What do you think I should do more?
What is supposed to happen next?
I will be far from you count one and a half months from now.
It will be 7433 miles more far than where I am now, in my own country, where I am just more than a thousand miles away from you.

I have said a lot that might have caused you pain but I tried to be very careful not to offend you or hit the ego yet you still distant yourself so much.

I just wished to talk, to get closer but you backed off, which it is so visible in your actions. Am I trying too hard? Should I back off a little too?

Maybe this is the happiness you meant.
I do not want to think this but it seemed an honest truth for me.
Reality strikes that you never really cared and loved me.
It hurts so much now that I almost burst to folly but still there is hope.

My goals and aspirations in life are boosting factors that will greatly affect my future and my family's.

I would rather see a brighter future and a defined certainty than being trapped with ambiguity.

You may continue to ignore my yearning, you may follow your thoughts of losing a friend in me.

You have the right to detained yourself with what you think is right for you.

I respect everything and I am just now waiting for the right time to wake up one day knowing that the love sustained had vanished.

Someday, if by any chance your eyes landed on this page, I sincerely like to utter an apology from deep within extending a gratitude for a treasured happiness you engrained in my heart.

I can only and will only say my heart belongs to someone special-YOU.
God bless you more and may He take care of everything about you.

Jung Yeop - There Was Nothing

What Made October 16, 2011 Busy

chicken macaroni salad

baby's school project for UN Day - Taegeuk of South Korea

It was indeed a very busy Sunday for me. Rose from the bed quite early for church service and after that, made school projects for my kid. It was fun, exciting and really enjoying because I was like an elementary student again doing my homework. My gained skills and knowledge in drafting when I was in college helped me craft these works of art. Truly, the feeling is blissful especially when you see how your kid giggles when they see the fruits of your half-day labour. Of course, I was paid with hugs and kisses. It was really so lovely moment that I will never forget. I love you baby. <3 Study hard and enjoy everything you do. Let Jesus hold your hands as you do your work in school and may He instill goodness in your mind so you won't feel any negativity in what you're doing. 

Also on this day, I made some present for my mother who has celebrated her 55th birthday. She's the best mother in the world and I can now say how it is to become a mother until I become one. I would like to thank her too for attending to my kid when I am at work and for being patient of her hyper-activeness (kakulitan). I made some chicken macaroni salad with of course a savoring goodness of pineapple chunks, tuna, raisins, cheese, carrots and mayo-cream. Spending quality time with the family is the greatest moment in life. 

Some other best moments in life:

• To fall in love.
• To be with God's people and know them deeply.
• To have a child.
• To laugh until it hurts your stomach.
• To find mails by the thousands when you return of the vacations.
• To manage for a vacation at some pretty place.
• To listen to your favorite song in the radio.
• To go to bed and to listen while it rains out.
• To leave the shower and find that the towel is warm.
• To clear your last exam.
• To receive a call from someone, you don't see a lot, but you want to.
• A good conversation.
• To find money in a garment that you didn't use last year.
• To laugh at oneself. Calls at the midnight that last for hours.
• To laugh without reasons. To hear accidentally that somebody says something good of you.
• To wake up and realize it is still possible to sleep a couple of hours.
• To hear a song that makes you remember a special reason.
• To make new friends.
• To be part of a team.
• A kiss from your love one.
• To feel butterflies in the stomach every time that you see or hear that person.
• To pass a while with your best friends. To see people that you like, feeling happy.
• To use a sweater of the person that you like. See an old friend again and to feel that the things didn't change.
• To look at an evening.
• To have somebody that tells you that he/she loves